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Phaze

by Jemmi Hazeman

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1.
Lake Eerie 03:48
Don’t wannabe real Just the idealized picture In the realm where the Form is Daydream in twilight Night surfing til Sunrise 6 in the morning Trying to feel headless Senseless, connected Perceptual distortion Three lazyeyez Clouded by the high And the middle one’s always stormin’ Infinite waters Kozmic conflagrations Hence, contamination of consciousness With way too much bullshit In murky waters Ripples, vibrations Not really quite sure What to say or do We’re on way different wavelengths Saw my anxieties pull apart In a sphere of white light As my core split Who even needs free will Rather be a bio-robot Controlled by endorphins Braindead headspace Blank, numb, mind’s waste, soul’s free Might as well let it soar Infinite waters Kozmic conflagrations Hence, contamination of consciousness With way too much bullshit In murky waters Ripples, vibrations Not really quite sure What to say or do We’re on way different wavelengths Infinite waters Kozmic conflagrations Hence, contamination of consciousness With way too much bullshit In murky waters Ripples, vibrations Not really quite sure What to say or do We’re on way different wavelengths Infinite waters Kozmic conflagrations Hence, contamination of consciousness Can’t fucking take it In murky waters Ripples, vibrations Not really quite sure What to say to you We’re on way different wavelengths
2.
Nothing's on my mind Nothing's on my mind Nothing's on my mind Nothing's on my mind my heart's wide open Nothing's on my mind Nothing's on my mind The Light's in focus Nothing's on my mind on a blues blocked hike in the desert forest Nothing's on my mind Nothing's on my mind my heart's wide open Nothing's on my mind on an iceberg in the Arctic Ocean Nothing that I said Nothing that I did
 makes me wonder
 If things could be different I'm already on the mend I'm starting over
3.
Nothing! 01:58
Nothing’s on my mind It’s nothing all the time Nothing’s my kind of vibe, man On a pillow in the sky In the flying lotus Don’t put thoughts in my mind Don’t tell people they’re mine They’re just yours in disguise Can’t be defined By close-minded notions It's nothing It's nothing It's nothing It's nothing It's nothing It's nothing
4.
I’m not a real person I’m not a real person I’m not a real person You don’t even know my real name I’m not a real person Won’t take up your time or space Nothing’s what we are Nothing’s who we are Nothing’s just what we are Are we more than less than nothing More or less Or less than nothing Nothing’s what we are Nothing’s who we are Nothing’s just what we are Are we more than less than nothing More or less Or less than nothing Nothing’s what we are Nothing’s who we are Nothing’s just what we are Are we more than less than nothing More or less Or less than nothing Nothing’s what we are Nothing’s who we are Nothing’s just what we are Are we more than less than nothing More or less Or less than nothing
5.
Phaze 07:22
Where do I start Where do you end Senseless divisions Limiting understanding Delusion or reality Illusion of duality All is one And everything’s never-ending Never even thought I was god Knew I could be right or wrong Guess I’m just moving on To the next phaze Never even said I was God Knew I could be right or wrong Soon enough we’ll all be gone To the next phaze Forgot how it starts Don’t know how it ends Crystaliine visions Limiting understanding Delusion or reality Illusion of duality All is one And everything’s never-ending Never even thought I was God Knew I could be right or wrong Guess I’m just moving on To the next phaze Never even said I was God Knew I could be right or wrong Soon enough we’ll all be gone To the next phaze Dreams, hallucinations, mental representations Became more real than real life Dreams, hallucinations, mental representations Became more real than real life Never even thought I was god Knew I could be right or wrong Guess I’m just moving on To the next phaze Never even said I was God Knew I could be right or wrong Soon enough we’ll all be gone To the next phaze
6.
Meltdown 03:16
Well, I’ve been confining all my emotions Inside, I confided in no one I was frozen But I can’t fight it off much longer If I am trying to grow It’s almost time Antarctica is Michigan Nothing but snow and cold Good time of year for disappointment & dissonance But I’m still trying to… So many shallow, petty people softer than chinchillas No, I will never tell ‘em ‘Cause they don’t wanna hear it So I’m constantly avoiding Always paranoid and scared and coy On the verge of a mental-fucking-breakdown! Know you’ve heard it before But I could knock down the doors, the walls The doors, the walls ‘Cause I’ve been confining all my emotions For quite some time I almost imploded But I can’t fight it off any longer If I am trying to grow Yeah, maybe I am trying to grow But I am not a clairvoyant wizard And I’m just dying to know… If you’re a snobby, bitchy person softer than a chinchilla Then I will never tell ya I already hear ya laughing Talking shit behind my back And nope I’ll never tell you why I’m on the verge of a mental-fucking-breakdown! ‘Cause I’ve been confining all my emotions For quite some time Now it feels like I’m fucking exploding While some people think they have all the answers Maybe I’m still trying to grow Yeah maybe I am trying to grow Yeah maybe I’m just dying to grow
7.
I’m the only punk rocker in the whirled I hate everyone and no one understands me Am I supposed to care if you’re a girl I’ll still **** on your face And rip off your ****, bitch I don’t wanna pet your dog or cat I’m so mad I don’t ever listen to my mom or dad I’m too bad And rad! SPLIT
8.
No Promises 05:00
Bet we’d disagree ’bout almost everything Metaphysical chemical fantasies Blue galaxies where cool notes reside Matrices, finite sets of time Mirroring the black water Of the new moon Supernova It’s all over Crescent waves Of the nuclear tide Just wanted someone to be honest with (Wannabe honest with…) You right now No promises Too insecure to get out my own way Was I better off to not exist? Just too unsure Plume of a mushroom cloud Dissipates in the maze Just wanted someone to be honest with (Wannabe honest …) You right now No promises Skeptical of being skeptical Cuz ya never know what ya never know Existential woes, vacuum in the void A paradox, too many sides to conjoin The orange-ish, purple waters Of the full moon Sunset explosion Vortexes closing Aquamarine fires Just wanted someone to be honest with (Wannabe honest with...) You right now No promises Too insecure to get out my own way Was I better off to not exist? Just too unsure Plume of a mushroom cloud Dissipates in the maze Just wanted someone to be honest with (Wannabe honest…) With you right now No promises Just too unsure No promises Can’t be too sure No promises Way too unsure No promises Can’t be too sure No promises Just too unsure Plume of a mushroom cloud dissipates in the maze No promises Can’t be too sure Plume of a mushroom cloud dissipates in a daze No promises Way too unsure Plume of a mushroom cloud dissipates in the haze No promises Can’t be too sure Plume of a mushroom cloud dissipates in the phaze No promises
9.
Waiting for something to happen Consumed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Doomed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Consumed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Doomed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Consumed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Doomed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Consumed by the nothingness of everything Waiting for something to happen Doomed by the nothingness of everything
10.
No one’s gonna tell ya The truth of Everything And you’ll never find out So test your mental health out Question Everything And think for yourself Ask the The Honey Riders They don’t know anything Man, totally checked out So flex your mental health now (Lose your sense of self now) No one’s gonna tell ya The truth of Everything And you’ll never find out So test your mental health out Question Everything And think for yourself Multiple mental meltdowns Within one hour That’s how I get down I can’t be found Too underground Dug a hole thru the world And now I’m just in outer space floatin’ around Get me a cloak or a gown Nothing but a ghost In a ghost town Surrounded by a wall of sound I am a sound I’m made of sound It’s always loud in my head Til I’m dead And I’m even more underground Multiple mental meltdowns Within one hour That’s how I get down Plus I got that Downtown Charlie Brown sound Nothing is what this means Questioned everything Never really found out anything Plus my brain’s a snow globe Shake it up Make you go “woah!” I am a sound I’m made of sound It’s always loud in my head Til I’m dead And I’m even more underground

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all music written, recorded, performed, produced, mixed & mastered by Jemmi Hazeman*

*tapping bass by
Jamie Dulin on track 3

*Rhythm keys by
Colt Caron on track 7

*aux guitar solo by
Caleb Nettles on track 10

*Aux Choral harmonies by
Lindsay Yateman on tracks 5 & 10

album art by EmJae Lightningbug

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released December 6, 2019

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