1. |
Nebula
03:23
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Just a hologram of a silhouette
hiding on the Internet
in real life
no one’s asking questions
Though highly classified
information’s stored
inside the cranium
Amorphous, Nebulous
so ill-defined
Cosmic Energy
a-maze-in mind
How long
How long
How long
can this go on?
How long
How long
How long
can this go on?
at least it’s for love
Used to stay up all night
crying and crying
just to realize
dreaming’s the best part of life
Feeling the highly irrational
need to fly
like i’m high
on something other than life
Amorphous, Nebulous
so ill-defined
piss poor attitude
just wanna die
How long
How long
How long
can this go on?
How long
How long
How long
can this go on?
at least it’s for love
can this go on
at least it’s for love
can this go on?
at least it’s for love
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2. |
Reality Ain't A Friend
03:55
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Things about me you don’t know
and I don’t tell
so you just go
makes it seem
there is nothing to see
Things about you I don’t know
and I don’t ask
so you won’t show
makes it seem
there is nothing to be
I know no one has a soul
so I don’t
so you don’t
there is nothing
to believe
So pretend you’re the devil
And we’ll never get along
And your mind is disheveled
And you’re never really wrong
On a-whole-nother level
that I could never perceive
Tell all your friends I’m the devil
And we’ll never get along
And my mind is disheveled
And I’m never really wrong
On a-whole-nother level
that you could never achieve
Reality has never been too much of a friend
Reality has never been too much of a friend
So pretend you’re the devil
And we’ll never get along
And your mind is disheveled
And you’re never really wrong
On a-whole-nother level
that I could never perceive
Tell all your friends I’m the devil
And we’ll never get along
And my mind is disheveled
And I’m never really wrong
On a-whole-nother level
that you could never achieve
Or pretend you’re the devil
And we’ll never get along
Lifestyle of a rebel
You don’t listen to my songs
On a-whole-nother level
that I could never perceive
Tell all your friends I’m the devil
And we’ll never get along
And my mind is disheveled
Have you listened to my songs?
On a-whole-nother level
that you could never achieve
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3. |
Tiger vs. Bear
06:30
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Step right up and stand in line
if you’d like to see beauty and power collide
Oh my, look at Tiger’s stripes
just look into Bear’s eyes
look at those eyes and stripes
all captured live & uncensored!
Whatcha’ think’s on tiger’s mind?
D’you think bear’ll snap his spine?
Oh my, look at Tiger’s stripes
just gaze into Bear’s eyes
look at those eyes and stripes!
Ya never know what could happen
Don’t say you weren’t warned
it’d be a fight to the death
who’s ready?
you ready or not?
for Tiger vs. Bear
Now it’s almost time
for the show, as advertised
dim the lights
don’t look the other way
release Tiger from his cage!
release Bear from his cage!
Remember: This is uncensored
All right
direct your attention towards the stage
the fight is finally underway
Oh my, bear’s tearing tiger’s stripes
Tiger’s clawing Bear’s eyes
I think they both just died!
I never thought that would happen
Don’t say you weren’t warned
it’ll be a fight to the death
so who’s ready? you ready, or not?
From the day you are born
it’ll be a fight to the death
No refunds, sorry, it’s over
we hope you come back
(Next week we’ll have
a lion versus a gorila!)
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4. |
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And I can’t get too hung on
what society thinks of me
‘Cause I’ve been dancing
to the oddest beats you’ve heard in quite some time
Nor can I worry about my past or future
‘cause I’m here right now
And there’s nowhere else I could be
Cause I’ve…
Wasted many years dwelling on my problems
that were between my ears and behind my forehead
But when she did come near, it was all dissolving
But then she disappeared, and then all my problems
Seemed to reappear
behind my forehead
Now I wonder if
she still ever thinks or dreams about me
But I highly doubt it’s more than I do
just read between the lines
What goes on in my head
ain’t a Sunny Sunday afternoon
No one overthinks things more than I do
I’m falling way behind
Wasted many years dwelling on my problems
that were between my ears and behind my forehead
But when she did come near, it was all dissolving
But then she disappeared, and then all my problems
That were between my ears and behind my forehead
All seemed to reappear, behind my forehead
It’s all between my ears and behind my forehead
It’s all between my ears and behind my forehead
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5. |
Imaginary Brain Tumor
03:10
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It doesn’t matter who you are
It doesn’t matter where you’re from
Won’t even see or feel it come
but then one day it starts to grow
Then half your head feels numb
stuck in limbo and vertigo
Probably should seek the help
Of a medical professional…
Sorry ‘bout your tumor
Wish we found it sooner
We’re all out of answers
There’s no cure for cancer
Soon you’ll start to feel sleepy
Permanently dreaming
Too bad we couldn’t save your life
Sorry ‘bout your tumor
Wish we found it sooner
This is no laughing matter
You’re going to die of cancer
Soon you’ll start to feel sleepy
Permanently dreaming
And life will be so easy
Permanently dreaming
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6. |
You Can't Read My Mind
04:09
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People endeavor to be clever and wise
Thinkin’ they can warp themselves
into a new state of mind
via education, meditation, technology
happiness is hiding in an illicit remedy
But there’s one thing that you’ll never do
Please don’t even try
Stay away from my head
‘Cause you can’t read my …
You can’t read my mind
You can’t read my mind
Hippies like to talk about feeling vibes
Frequencies, conspiracies & peaceful signs
But too much hocus-pocus, magic bullshit just ain’t for me
I’m still a fan of science, art, philosophy
So what you hear is what you hear
What you see’s what you see
That means you’ll never see
the realest part of me
‘Cause you can’t read my …
You can’t read my mind
You can’t read my mind
You can’t read my mind
You can’t read my mind
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7. |
Oh Well
04:09
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sometimes it seems
i'm barely real
so is the problem that I don’t know myself
or no one knows me?
now that I’m older
thought I might wise up (oh well)
but I’ve never felt so foolish and tired (oh well)
‘cause I’m still waiting for (oh well)
a moment that might not ever happen
oh well
other times it feels
i'm way too real
so is the problem that I don’t love myself
or no one loves me?
now that I’m older
thought I might rise up
but I’ve never felt so useless and tired
‘cause I’m still waiting for
a moment in my life that makes me happy
so I’m still waiting for
a moment that might not ever happen
oh well
nothing ever happened
oh well
nothing ever happened
oh well
nothing ever happens
oh well
nothing ever happens
oh well
nothing makes me happy
oh well
nothing ever happened
oh well
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8. |
Cosmic Maze
09:13
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Forever in the clouds
Feels for everything
infinite spirals abound
Tangled in the cosmic maze
A celestial labyrinth
outside space-time
Never on the ground
Seeing without eyes
infinite spirals abound
Trapped in the cosmic maze
The conceptual paths within
inside your mind
***
i know my style’s way too weird for you
that’s why you’ll always think of me
‘cause i’m not an ordinary terrestrial
just a bit extra than most
i’m a newer, cooler style of blues
you’re nervous & confused
misrepresenting me as usual
so you can feel in control
***
i know my style’s way too weird for you
that’s why you’ll always think of me
‘cause i’m not an ordinary terrestrial
just a bit extra than most
i’m a newer, cooler style of blues
you’re beautifully confused
misunderstanding me as usual
do you feel in control?
***
misrepresenting me, as usual
misunderstanding me, as usual
trapped in the cosmic maze
who knows where to go
***
you’re not just another
still you’re not the only one
no, you’re not just another
still you’re not the only one
bummer carousel of love
who knew which way it spun
no, you’re not just another
still you’re not the only one
kinda like a comet blazing ‘cross the midnight sky
kinda like a shooting star in a firefly’s disguise
it was wrong to think my energy could possibly affect your life
gone in a black hole, fading away, spiraling to the other side
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9. |
The Limit
04:40
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Oft times I sit ‘round and wonder why?
The fuck we’re all still here, why we’re alive
Guess there’s still some answers I must find
from within
from within
Spent many late nights, up late, pacing, crying
Felt no self-worth, felt depersonalized
Hoping there might be something I’d find
from within
from within
There’s only so many words that I can say
Only so many notes that I can sing
Only so many songs that I can play
And I’m feeling pressure
‘Cause there’s so many thoughts that I will think
Only so many notes that I will sing
Only so many songs that I will play
And maybe this could be the one
That makes you feel
Watched years fly by
As all these limitations
built up in mind
Drivin’ me fuckin’ crazy
As a great divide
was severing my brain
who knew which side was right?
Thought nothing could save me
’til one night I surmised
All these limitations
And this great divide
pulling me in all directions
could be unified
But I was afraid of changin’
‘Cause the pain was black
thought nothing could save me
But deep inside my
heart, my DNA
I knew I had no choice
My destiny awaited
Would accept my fate
Laugh and walk away
Or be sucked back inside the void
Never to see the light
Never to see the light
But I wanted light
There’s only so many words that I can say
Only so many notes that I can sing
Only so many songs that I can play
And I’m feeling pressure
‘Cause there’s so many thoughts that I will think
Only so many notes that I will sing
Only so many songs that I will play
And maybe this could be the one (i hoped that)
Or maybe this could be just one (i know that)
I thought that I might be someone
that makes you feel
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